Friday, February 11, 2005
leTTer ba?!
it's malate day again tomorrow! AGAIN?!?!and it's nakpil day...have to be prepared for HEAVY PARTYING...that is if i don't get exhausted doing the survey at around 5pm...geesh! busy na naman.
sabi nila, GC ang mga psych people coz most of them are going into med or law school. now, i'm feeling the pressure lalo na sa grades. i realized that my grades are dwindling. i dunno if it's my fault or what...basta...and to think of it, i'm thinking of taking the NMAT this summer. shit! i haven't even studied for it diba?! as the cliche goes, para akong pumapasok sa giyera ng wala man lang armas. stock knowledge ba? i can't even rely on my memory...feeling ko puro short term memory na nagagamit ko lately...
pressure sa school...troubled about relationships in general...
friends. i hang out with a different set of friends now. i do miss the ORGASM people...yung kulitan, daldalan, food trip, ingay, kalokohan, at iba pa. pero i do have to admit that i enjoy being with my set of friends now. feeling ko, ang dami kong nagagawa na hindi ko nagagawa dati...nakakagimik na ako ngayon. iba yung feeling with them...and this scares me. hindi ko alam kung bakit...hindi ko ma-explain. i just don't like changes...especially drastic ones.
i miss bes...i rarely see her na...hindi ko na rin siya nakakasabay pag-uwi. honestly, hindi ko na talaga siya tini-text para sabay kaming umuwi...just don't wanna be disappointed siguro. ayokong mainis at magalit. sakit na ba toh? reality check nadz...don't worry bes...i'll get over this phase...
hay naku! krystel, if you happen to stumble upon my blog, thanks talaga...ang dami na rin nating napagdaanan partner, seatmate, classmate, at iba pa (sayang...psych 145 na lang next sem)...salamat sa gimik, sa pagpapakain sa akin sa bahay niyo, sa cellphone babad, sa food trips, sa kakaibang lingo, sa zagu, sa bowling, sa kantahan at videoke, sa saya at lungkot, sa puyatan sa telepono, sa tsimisan, sa pagpapakilala ng Wendy's, sa libreng burger (next time ule!), sa okray moments, sa hindi pag-iwan sa 118, at higit sa lahat, for getting to know me better...pucca! dami na pala non ha...gaya ng lagi kong sinasabi, your secrets will always be safe with me...
ivy, dean, and jl...salamat sa pagiging bahagi ng inyong triad...na ngayon ay nagiging square na...salamat at dahil sa inyo ay nagiging masama na rin ako...hehe!;)
to joy, heidi, marian and cj...salamat talaga...joy...salamat sa enlightenment...sana superwoman din ako like you...salamat sa inspirational talks, toothbrush theory, diet tips at kung anu-ano pa...
how pathetic of me to post this...bahala na...
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