Wednesday, March 09, 2005
oN beiNg a meNtaL paTienT...
= ngarag! =that's not the perfect word but i think it's the closest i can think of to describe how the past week went...i can't even imagine myself going through the experience again but hey! we're doing this again next week...this time, we're staying at cj's house...good luck to me! (and everybody else in the group for that matter)
i really need sleep...really really need sleep! am such a primadonna kanina sa group pero i still need to sleep...sobrang ako ata ang matakaw sa tulog...i promote eating and sleeping...haha! they have this theory that the more you eat, the more you will feel sleepy...i don't really care...eating is a distraction in itself...it is a distraction from the sleeping spell that's bound to cast over me as the clock strikes midnight...
it's kinda weird that the group has to have two straight overnights in a week...it's becoming a habit na...first time, it was at krystel's house...then it was at my house...then it will be at cj's...oh well...next time, punta fuego na...hehe!;)
ang saya lang to have all these overnights despite the fact that we're doing the paper...we've become more bonded...bulgaran na talaga kung bulgaran...i really am going to miss this group...the "play dead" moments (sorry...private joke), the peanut butter tasting coffee, the 3 am habit, the sleeping moments captured through video, krystel's vtr =P, joy sleeping (huh?!?!), schizo marian, cj's tadpole stage, heidi's talent to not sleep at all (that's an exaggeration), weird attractions (mainly for me), wendy's moments the analytical analysis...everything...we're all crazy especially if we haven't slept at all...thus, krystel has coined the term "psychiatric ward"...we've become a bunch of crazy people in a span of less than a semester...ain't that funny? i love this group...but, just as joy had said, mahirap tawaging barkada ang grupo...it's difficult to become so attached...siguro nga tama siya...
minsan nga, mapapaisip ka...how superficial can one get? how can you tell if it's deep enough? baka malunod ka lang sa kakakapa sa ilalim...nung unang sinabi sa akin ni joy na mahirap tawaging ang isang taong bestfriend, natameme lang ako...i dunno how me and bri, my bes, become bestfriends at all...mutual understanding lang for me...pero, from all those times i've called someone a bestfriend, i've become more open to joy's idea...in calling someone a bestfriend, you have more to lose and gain...there will be more responsibilities to each other...nandiyan yung bond...nakakatakot...baka masira ko lang...ganon...i dunno why i'm telling this at all...NOT THAT I TOTALLY AGREE with joy's idea...she thought me a lot about things...investment and dedication...mas natutunan kong ma-appreciate ang mga friends ko...mas na-realize ko yung importance ng friendship more than anything else...more than the "position" you give to a person...
enaco...issues na naman...
oh well, am just going to miss this group...
the bibe group made me realize na whether i look good or not, basta may camera (xda, digicam, or clie man yan), smile lang ng smile, look stupid, and look cute...eh sa may picture taking eh...
also, one name is not enough...may krystenelli, joyie at tiniwinie (that's moi)...may partners na sitsiritsit aka sit (that's me again) and alibangbang aka bang (that's krystel naman)...
this group has it's own creative side in creating new out of this world words and phrases...the php200 phenomenon, KNK, FUP, the coffee phenomenon...etcetera...syempre, si coñotic sounding bang ang bahala dyan and complicated acronym generator and dictionary joyie (right?!)
dito nauso ang okrayan...ututan...at iba pa (wag niyo na lang isipin...katakyut!)...can i be straightforward? can i just?
sa amin kumita ang wendy's...ang ballpen section ng national bookstore...ang mahal na photocopier sa Malate LTO...and LRT2 and LRT1...
kami ang nagpudpod ng kalsada ng malate at rob manila (to the point na nagkaroon na ng trail from national bookstore to wendy's...hehe! =P)
sa amin nabuhay ang madaling araw...ang walang patid na kainan...ang mala-patay gutom na paglamon...ang kasabikan sa panibagong pagkaing nakaabang...
fave number na namin ang 118...sus! ano ba yang 140/145/12/71/160?
it's good to reminisce of these moments guys...it may be hard to let go of some things, but it does feel good to remember...
am looking for another mental moment with everyone...sensya na...mantika talaga akong matulog...iniinit po ang mantika para magising...
i dedicate this post to the bibe group...
"palayain ang isa't isa...kung uno, uno talaga..." ;)
this is it...this is really is it...
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