Thursday, March 24, 2005
to the nth power na ang kabaliwang ito...
baliw na ata ako...first of all, i made one major decision today na alam kong pagsisisihan ko for a long time...period!
then, i learned something from someone (i won't tell from whom and what)...nung una, umiral ang pagiging tampururot ko (thanks for reminding me again of that term, bang)...tapos na-realize ko, tama nga yung someone na iyon...if i got to know that something, tatawa lang ako sabay iyak...shit! how creepy can i get? kawawa na yung bio book ko...napapatakan lang ng luha ko...remembrance? hindi ko pa alam if tears of joy or sadness ito...
ang pag-ibig talaga...now, i'm getting more desperate...to that someone, don't worry about me...kahit papaano, there's still that thin nylon thread of hope that's deeply embedded in my heart (sheesh! now i'm becoming baduy)...basta, next time, talk to me ha...conversation is very much open...haay...next time, i won't let my acads and other problems interfere with our communication lines...you're still important to me...more than anything and anyone...mas mahal kita...mahal ka rin i-maintain eh...hehe!=P
i really need my personal diary na...baka isipin ng mga nagbabasa ng blog ko na ang weird ko...medj lang...;)
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