Thursday, April 28, 2005
juSt feeLing gooD...:)
i just finished showing my uncle some of the new pictures we took from our vacation...then i realized that i haven't even posted much here as i've said before...i created a blog at friendster...i just like the photo album feature...other than that, i'll always post here for updates and stuff...it seems more apt and convenient...
you might be wondering how i managed to post twice this day despite being busy...well, my exam this saturday has been cancelled...i so love my prof this summer...although sir fgd dismissed us at 7:30 pm...he asked us if it was time already...obviously! good thing that my father fetched me tonight...
cathe already bought shirts at happy days...geesh! i want one too...kaya lang, new stocks will be arriving in two weeks time...i might as well wait till then...i really need money na...
ma and pa are going to quezon tomorrow...i wanna come too but my sked can't permit it...haay...i asked pa to allow me to drive the car to school...kung kaya ko ba raw eh di sige...scary noh...parang alangan...he keeps on asking me if i want a SUV...and i keep telling him i don't mind a second hand one as long as it looks nice and is functional...i should have received that eons ago pa nga eh...and now, i still am waiting...it also won't hurt if i have gasoline allowance...otherwise, i may have to join those jeepney groups and protest on the oil price hike and stuff like that (on which i am not that knowledgeable of)...
it just feels different knowing that i'd be graduating next year already...parang ang tanda ko na...i'd be reaching my twenties already and damn...time does fly fast when you're changing and adding digits to your age...my prof even tells himself how hold he is and that he won't survive long already...i just have this strange feeling that he has totally accepted death already...anyway, when i was watching my usual telenovelas awhile ago, i realized that a lot of things has been keeping me young in a certain sense...especially my friends...the best would be mart and aa...we've been friends since uhm...i think it was sometime after i had one of my first tooth taken out by their dentist mom...since then, we've been this crazy, happy bunch who'd always be blamed for the jokes and the noise...iba raw pag nagsama kaming apat...even now, if we get the chance to meet up (they're in iloilo already), we'd still things as if we weren't college students already...and it's just pure fun...things i still hope to do even if i turn 30 perhaps...after all, sabi nga nila, med students (like i would be next year perhaps) have one of the longest youth...;)
second on my list would be krystel and cj...my telebabad mates...actually, marami pang iba like danci, joy, and a lot of my psych buds...i almost didn't get to know them...nakakalungkot lang coz i only got to know them well last semester...sila yung drugs ng buhay ko...;) with them, i'd always suffer the case of "ngalay jaws" due to undescribable laughter...totoong-totoo yung lahat...walang dull moment...i have finally tried things i haven't really tried before...
come to think of it, years ago, i thought of entering the convent for some personal reasons...but then again, i'd have a different kind of social life in there which i probably won't stand long enough...i just am happy now with what i have become and with what i have...i might as well enjoy this moment...carpe diem!
"Self-actualization --> to bloom as a human being"
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