hehe! anong oras na? late na ako nakauwe eh...gaya ng dati...

twas my first time to watch a ballet performance...niyaya lang ako ni sis...pero na-late kasi ako...ate an early dinner with bang pa...sarap nung food sa sinuggest ni cathe na kainan sa SC...mura pa siya...

anyway, since late ako, nauna na si cathe sa loob ng abelardo...eh medyo puno na pala...buti na lang at kasama ko sina danci at joyie...ayon...ilang beses kaming nagpalipat-lipat ng upuan...kesyo harang daw kami sa isang kakaibang aisle dance number...twice ata kaming rumampa nina danci at joy sa harap ng madlang people...duh?! eh di sikat...

so what?! we were rubbing elbows with the rich and famous pa...imagine, nandyan at deretsong kalabit lang si lisa macuja...elite group talaga...haay...manonood na pala kami ng beauty and the beast sa sunday...haha! orchestra pa...buti na lang at out of stock na yung sa loge...=P

medyo dragging yung first part ng show kanina kasi hindi namin ma-gets...as in! tapos biglang may ballet number...eventually eh na-enjoy din naman namin siya...pero pansin ko lang, ang dragging na if suot ng mga dancers yung usual ballet costume...pero pag iba yung costume, interesting siya panoorin...tsaka bakit ang tatangkad nung mga dancers? kakaiba lang...or siguro malapit lang kami sa stage? ewan...pero tanaw na tanaw ang mga payat, may abs, at matataba...pati na yung mga bulges and all ;)...haay...may isa talagang mataba roon...in fairness, pwedeng kumanta ng "alin, alin, alin ang naiba..." sabi ni danci, mas matanda raw kasi...nyark! may kilala akong hindi tataba ever kahit tumanda pa siya...sino yon? secret! =P

bakit kaya hindi ako natuto ng ballet? si papa kasi...negative yung iniisip sa ballet...basahin niyo na lang yung book ni danielle steel na "zoya"...may negative connotation yung ballet doon na halos pareha sa reason ni papa kung bakit hindi niya kami pinag-ballet nung bata pa kami...

naalala ko lang kanina...natawa ako kay joyie...kasi naman, nagkalokohan na naman regarding my not so big arms...tapos, jinoke ni cathe na resulta raw yon ng pagbubuhat ko ng hollow blocks...aba! akalain mo...naniwala si joyie...hehe!;) nah...nde naman ako nagbubuhat non...binabato ko na lang siya...;)

hay naku danci...naalala ko lang...nasara ni joyie yung door ni Rex with one try lang...kaw twice...babae ka talaga...joke lang! =P

enaco...may kelangan pa ba akong ikwento? eh yung galit ni susan roces kahapon, nasaksihan niyo ba? hindi?! eh di you're missing half of your life na...very entertaining siya...in fairness! =P

ano ba yan?! kanina pa ako ganito...daldal talaga...si bes kasi eh...kausap ko kasi kanina...org duties at chika chika gaya ng dati...heto...medyo may hangover pa...

Got this from my email...nice lang...

ay...nawala sa isip ko...namatay rin pala si lola kaninang 2am...

hindi pa nagsi-sink in yung pagkamatay niya eh...

may trend talaga sa family nina mama...last time, sunod-sunod yung mga namamatay...

tapos, kinabahan ata si mama kahapon...kasi yung sister niya na namatay a couple of years ago eh namatay 2 weeks after her birthday...si lola rin ganon...nag-compute kasi si mama kahapon...at tama ang pagco-compute...naka-receive siya ng text kanina na patay na nga raw si lola...coincidence?

mami-miss ko si lola...ang tindi nong uminom ng tuba...;) mahilig pang magwalis kahit wala namang dumi...malakas humilik...tapos, hanep din sa sense of humor...at kahit matanda na yon eh hindi siya makulit...hindi gaya ng lola ko sa father side...hehe! biased?! ay...hindi na mapanghi yung kwarto sa baba ngayon...=P

isa na lang grandparent ko ngayon...yung mom ni papa...

ay...hindi man lang sila naabutan ng mga magiging anak ko...=P

haay...hindi ko magawang malungkot ng husto sa pagkamatay ni lola eh...in a way, masaya na ako for her...kasi, alam kong nalulungkot siyang mag-isa sa probinsya...wala na rin kasi si lolo...tapos namatay na rin si aunty na nag-aalaga sa kanya...at least ngayon, happy na siya with them sa heaven...:)

after bio lab exam...

*reflects*

tabula rasa...
i-repress ang exam...
umasang papasa...
magpasalamat at hindi nahimatay during the exam (eh di incomplete ka pa sana)...
magdasal 24/7...
wag kalimutang magdala ng sariling electric fan sa susunod na lab exam (para hindi na si mam ang magpapaypay for you)...
matulog...
wag kakalimutang mag-aral 1 sem before the exam...

*isipin mo na lang, maaaring may nabuong bagong synapses sa iyong utak...thanks to bio 102*

hindi naman mahirap yung exam eh...nagkagulo lang yung mga neurons mo sa info overload...futile attempts for recovery...nagkaroon ng konting amnesia...at kulang lang talaga sa kain at tulog...

gosh! sabi nga ni ivy (or was it JL?)...pano nila napahirap ang anim na madaling chapters? the wacky minds of bio professors...hay naku! malapit na rin namin maabot yang mga brains niyo noh...onting exams pa at wacky na rin kami...hmm...since comparative vertebrate anatomy ang bio 102, pwede kayang human species na ang aming pag-aralan? *peace!* =P

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ang tindi na ng craving ko for blueberry cheesecake...wala sa canteen sa Law kahapon...wala pa rin sa c. coffee...haay...sabi ko nga kay danci, magtatanim na siguro ako ng blueberry...baka blueberry shortage lang...and for that, danci, you have to teach me how to make blueberry cheesecake pronto! hehe! demanding...=P

haay...halos 4 hours din ako sa coffee shop kahapon...the first 2 hours were spent in solitude...once lang ako ginulo ng aking kapwa tambayer asking me kung bakit cafe americano ang tawag doon sa inorder ko at hindi raw cafe filipino...malay ko nga ba...basta ako, taga-inom lang...the next few hours eh kasama ko na si danci...pero siyempre, i was studying pa rin while he devoured (ang OA) his chocolate caramel...isa sa binabalikbalikan niya doon...weh?! ;)

oh well...ipo-promote ko lang pala yung blog ng mga nagmamahalang "couple since birth" (ang saya kung legal noh?)...hanapin sa links...kung magaling ka eh mahahanap mo yon...hindi pa rin ako over sa poem ng aking BTB...astig...buti na lang pala sis eh nakahanap ka ng walking black thesaurus...ikaw kasi BTB...ang complicated ng english mo...jargon? practice na ba yan for law school?

as for me, med school is the way to go...at mukhang hindi ko kaya ang super powers ng sis ko na ever so complicated ang buhay...

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ayoko pang tumigil...pag nag-DC ako eh balik to bio lab exam na naman ang thoughts ko...past is past diane!

haay...

bio?!?!

waah!

no...can do this! keri pa ng beauty mo...*wag na umangal*

nagbibinata? vaseline? connection?! haller?!?! *panoorin niyo na lang yung ad*

ibang thoughts na lang muna...

ayoko ng paligoy-ligoy...*ano?!*

ako lang ang may karapatang manggulo ng isip...

you really don't get me na noh? eh sa complicated ako ngayon...

mahaba na kaya tong ginagawa ko?

sige na nga...bahala na...

stay happy guyz...:)

may bio exam ako bukas...

lalalala....

anong ginawa ko today? aral at tambay to the max...

ashus! :-P

my monday night has been spent in wendy's with bang and danci...cheap thrill...tummy filled...=P had the usual conversation...with the unexpected twists every week...at least, life's not boring for any of us...

heard gloria's announcement at wendy's...played with water and straw...haven't perfected it yet...

had an uneventful ride back home with only me in the FX...apparently, the driver is about to go home also...where else?! eh di sa subdivisiong aking inuuwian...haay...chika-chika galore with the driver in stripes...blue, red and gray...touch the color ang drama...

and now, as i'm about to study for my 1st bio lab exam, i am back here once again, typing, posting, and blogging...the usual stuff...this is turning out to be a habit na talaga...

it's raining very hard...thus, i can't study rin naman...such a good excuse to be here...

oh well...i bet it's going to flood anytime now...gaya kagabe...este kaninang madaling araw...kaya naman puyat na naman ako...with no sense of time...

last song heard on myx before sleeping: Tell Me Where It Hurts by MYMP...so-so...

i hope hindi pumasok yung tubig dito sa bahay...

and by the way, i just can't seem to find that draft about my ideal guy...i'm beginning to think i have made that one up...but i am sure i have a copy somewhere in the journal me and my bestfriend shared before...the first volume...just have to get that from her...medyo napag-iisip lang kasi ako ngayon...

napag-uusapan namin dati ng mga friends ko, why we just can't seem to end up with our ideal guy...eh sa ideal nga naman...pero, kung titingnan maiigi, we do end up with our ideal guy (at least they currently do)...itanggi mo man o hindi...medyo naiba nga lang talaga ng packaging...

have i met mine? i'm not sure...but time has it's own way of controlling fate...siguro, nakita ko na nga siya *undecided?!*...pero hindi ko lang siya nakita sa iisang tao...tagpi-tagpi...i have yet to find the one who embodies the ideal...yung buo at hindi parte lang...i have yet to make the ideal real...maraming dumating, nagdaan, at tinanggihan...wrong timing kasi...kelan nga ba ang tamang panahon para sa isang taong hindi nagmamadali? patience is a virtue...sigaw yan ng lahi...;)

kapagod...

Today's Horoscope: Had a tough few days? At last, some excellent energy comes your way direct from the stars. Flashes of inspiration could come so fast and furious, it's like your own personal paparazzi.

eto na naman ako...blogging galore! hindi ko matiis ang pagtatawag ng PC eh...

am so happy for my friends...

am so happy kasi maayos na dito sa bahay...

malaya na yung sisterette ko...

at ngayon, mukha nang timang si papa...he keeps on joking us (me and my sister) regarding our lovelife (if that's what you may call it)...

lokong diether at kristine yan...nagpakasal na pala tapos hindi man lang nagsasabi...hehe!=P why bother?!

lapit na birthday ko! ha! dami na namang gifts...heck! expecting?!

oh well...mas ok na ako ngayon...

at sa lalaking bersiyon ng kapatid ko...lagot ka talaga sa akin...harhar!=P anyway, astig yung ginawa mong poem...*bows* weird but sweet...

and for that, na-realize ko na may ginawa pala ako dating post about my ideal guy...hmm...nasa draft lang yon eh...mahanap nga...;)

Today's Horoscope: Tenacity is one of your finest qualities, but it's also important to recognize when to let go. You can't fully control this situation, and if you let it unfold organically, you'll begin to see its singular beauty.

ang weird ng dog namin...tatlo na yung napapatay niyang anak niya...para siyang rabbit na pumapatay ng anak...

oh well...bigo lang talaga ako sa pag-save nung isang puppy kanina...what can i do eh sa ulo yung damage...nabasag ata...haay...at least ok yung fighting spirit nung puppy...

ano ba yan? it's way past my bedtime na...quarter to 3 in the morning...aga ko na naman matutulog...

ang cute ng pix na toh...inayos ni sis...siyempre, ako nakinabang...it's a photo mosaic...that's actually me hugging a white pillow...tingnan niyo na lang yung ibang photos...medyo maliit kasi may problem sa uploading...the pix were taken during our outing at club manila east last april (if i'm not mistaken)...

daming nangyayari...
kung kelan hindi ako naghahanap eh tsaka ka naman dumating...
isang nakaraang pilit na nililimot...nagpupumiglas na kahapon...
pilit na nagbabalik...nanggugulo...
hindi naman ako nagmamadali...
hindi umaasa...
sa bukas na maaaring maging ngayon...
sa "ngayon" lamang ako mananatili...

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masaya ako pero naguguluhan...bakit ba ganito? ang labo lang...ayokong magmadali...

sabi ko noon, ayoko nang mag-expect...pero bakit hindi ko maiwasan?

pati sarili ko, hindi ko maintindihan...

marami nang nagbago...

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had coffee with danci, joy, and krystel yesterday...i have this feeling na mapapadalas kami sa coffee shop na yon...beats starbucks...way cheaper pa...yokong i-advertise...baka dagsain ang aming private place...hehe! selfish me...=P

am sleepy, tired, yet happy...still!

natutuwa lang ako last night...

to have someone tell you to let go of your insecurities made me realize some things in my life right now...

as much as i want to live my own life, without others telling me what i should or should not do...alam ko, may hindrance pa rin sa buhay ko...

i want to let go...but i can't...mahirap makalimot...

but anyway, there's such a thing as living in the present naman...

ewan ko...magulo...

pero masaya ko ha...naguluhan ka noh?

"When love comes it comes without effort, like perfect weather." - Helen Yglesias

until 7pm this day, i just stayed the phan lobby...except for the times when i had to attend my classes and when i ate lunch with danci...i just stayed there, watching the influx of people at the admissions area...and i got tired looking at them...really...it just makes me realize how old i am and how quick the four years of college life were...

haay...dami kong issues lately...hindi ko na alam if proper pang isulat dito...if ever pwede, hindi ko naman kayang i-post lahat dito...

wala namang problema eh...sabihin niyong suplada ako pero ganon talaga ko...this is me...but if i know you at hindi ako namansin, hindi ko lang talaga kayo nakita ha...why am i saying all this? wala lang...eh sa gusto ko...

titigil na nga...hindi ko kaya...pupunta na lang ako sa CR...=P

my head hurts...i badly need sleep...haven't slept since like...uhm...kanina sa car which was like 30 minutes lang ata...tapos, JL saw me pa raw sleeping...hehe! i bet i looked really funny...face contorted in deep slumber...

bio 102 is still consistent in being one of my difficult subjects this sem...less than a month has passed and it has deprived me of sleep already...i underestimated my homework (much to my dismay)...it's a good thing that it rained a bit during lab class...the room's really in a bad location...even if it's windy outside, we can't feel anything inside...it was a pit like hell talaga...

anyway, today, i realized how dense i really am...i get really angry at dense people...but as corinne said, "galit ang magnanakaw sa kapwa magnanakaw"...therefore, dense nga raw ako...haay...so many realizations today...it has left me exhausted...really...

been at wok this way na naman kanina...thanks to danci's generosity...seen bang's sister...

then, i spent the night at the phan lobby with krystel and danci...the usual chat...i just enjoy our spur of the moment tambay and conversations...but really...today was much more different than usual...we were the last people at phan to leave at 8:30 pm (with the exception of the guard, of course)...it was kinda late...i wasn't even able to catch the FX at the terminal kanina so i have to cross the street pa...

despite all that, am happy...i really am...for everyone...for myself...and i thank God for all these...am overwhelmed...

now, for my much needed slumber...watched the "queer eye for the straight guy" during my 140 class...twas cute...too bad...i don't have cable...

zzzzz...

enaco...have to finish my bio102 assignment due tomorrow...it's 11pm already...waah!

anyway, i have long been subscribed to this astrology site...and i got this in my email today...just wanna share...

Dear christine,

Secrets. We've all got them. Whether yours is a real doozy or just the real color of your hair, there's something out there that you don't want others to know. And as the summer solstice kicks off the sunny days of a new season, these secrets (yours or someone else's) could play a major part in your life.

The summer solstice will occur this year on June 20th or 21st (depending on your time zone). It represents the longest day of the year in the northern hemisphere, and for thousands of years, it's been celebrated as a time of awakenings and the start of the harvest season. Astrologically, it's also the time the Sun moves into emotional Cancer. And this year, at the same time, the Moon (Cancer's emotional ruler) will conjunct Pluto. The solstice and the rest of the summer will be shadowed by the influences of these planetary movements.

Cancer, the most emotional sign of the zodiac, is known for keeping true feelings under wraps -- throw powerful Pluto into the mix, and these hidden feelings could become extremely intense. In fact, Pluto is the very ruler of control! With so much emotion working under the surface, everyone will be struggling to keep their feelings in check, possibly even keeping things from those they love. So maybe someone you care for will put up a wall to block you out. Or maybe you'll have a secret admirer. Or maybe you'll be the one hiding behind the wall and admiring someone from afar.

hehe...it's weird to be receiving this...and i wonder, why do readings often talk about love anyway?

haay...i wasn't at the fete de la musique last night...but i'll probably watch beauty and the beast next week so everything's well...i guess you're too tired of hearing my rants about beauty and the beast anyway...so i better be ending this! =P

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"If I said you had a mint first-edition, still-in-box action figure, would you hold it against me?"

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"Hey, Beautiful. What's a nice girl like you doing waiting in line without bathing for 10 days?"

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

hehe! am not yet over...napadaan kasi ako blog ng isang lalaki dyan tapos more female daw yung brain niya...buti na lang at babae naman yung akin...

The Amazing Yoda Sex Line Generator

wala lng...funny...punta kayo...joyie, this yoda thingie is for you...=P sayang, the whole table with the pix isn't working here...but the line read: "Ahhh! Yoda's little friend you seek!"

sabi ni sis, "everytym you see a mirror tapos bigla ka n lng mapapatingin (without realizing.. or without this secret urge to see if you still look ok..) eh you met your soulmate na daw. wahw." ehehe! napaisip tuloy ako...have i met mine na kaya?

just wanna share this image i got from some site...nde ko maalala which one...

teehee! am back home...hindi na talaga pumipirme sa bahay lately...=P

now ask me - where was i last night? for some reason, i found myself at someone else's home at the wee hours of the morning...around 1 am if i'm not mistaken...well, post party celeb/bonding session lang kami last night (more of morning na talaga) kina danci sa parañaque...but before anything else, i have to tell you how the rest of the day went...again, this all happened yesterday, Friday, June 17, just so you don't get all mixed up...

as usual, attended my 7am Nat Sci 2 class...i have nothing to rant about the traffic along katips since it was remarkable fine yesterday...class ends at 8:30 and i have no class after already so i decided for a little trip at the library since i have to wait for krissy din...i bought new flips from her...visit her blog na lang for the pix...anyway, it was pretty...lots of people have commented about it...really pretty flips i must say...

then, i went home at around 10am to get my overnight stuff...supposedly, i have to return to school at around 4pm...unfortunately, i was too tired and slept til 3pm...therefore, i quickly packed my belongings and left...there was nothing else to expect except being late for the psych-oh-kinesis prodwork...anyway, we have to finish the stage design for the concert...i, being the event head (mandala work) for psych-oh!, have to fix the logistics stuff like mobile, venue, and stage design...last minute prep talaga...pagdating ko sa school, umalis agad kami ni ninx to buy the materials...and to think of it, 7pm yung concert...but anyway, several people came to help us...haay...ang gandang isipin pag tulung-tulong yung mga tao...kodak moment?! =P

supposedly, free concert talaga ito for the freshies...kaya lang, dalawa lang yung pumunta...more of seniors night naman...but it still was fun...four bands played until 10 pm...after cleaning the area, we left for parañaque at around 11:30 pm...first time ko uleng nakasakay sa ordinary bus...no choice eh...unless we'd wait there for an airconditioned bus (who knows when it will pass by anyway)...1am na kami nakarating kina danci...there was me, krystel, joyie, corinne, cj, and danci of course...

ayon, we went to shower (separately of course ;P) and eat spag. ..that was sort of my lunch and dinner at the same time...remember, i slept through lunch and i was busy with the concert around dinner time...lately, amazed talaga ako sa sarili ko...daming ginagawa pero i'm more awake than ever (probably adrenaline) and i feel less hungry (am not on a diet naman)...

5am na kami natulog...that was after playing 2 rounds of jeopardy on ps2...bes! nakalaro na rin ako ng playstation...hehe! deprived?! =P

pero guess what? 8:30 ako nagising...may kasamang panggigising pa yan ni krystel...tapos, kwentuhan at lokohan ule (like usual)...then, jeopardy ule...breakfast...tapos, ligo at sibat na at around 12:30...o diba? tanghali bumiyahe...good luck na lang sa araw...had good fun last night...may nag-comment na nga na lagi raw ako naka-smile lately...saya ko...sa bahay kasi, sabi nila, lagi daw akong seryoso at nakasimangot...well, i have to hand it down to my friends na laging nagpapasaya sa akin...in general, masaya talaga ako sa buhay ko ngayon...may issues pero duh?! iba na ako ngayon...

for me, right now, there's nothing better than good company...:)

it's cj's and balbs' birthday today! happy birthday guyzies!

and for that, we went to mang jimmy' s for dinner awhile ago...had a great time with everyone...i miss them for 162...oh well...i still have bang for company naman...no one can beat her...=P

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am super duper exhausted from all the work i've been doing...it's really a blessing that i only have 1 class tomorrow...guess what? it's a 7-8:30 class...yet, i have to do some extra work at school like do research for 162, do some psychokinesis prodwork at 4, and attend an execom meeting at 5...ha! good luck na lang noh...

at least we're going to stay at danci's house tomorrow for an overnight...yey! enjoy na naman toh...

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my day didn't start too well today though...was late for class due to the heavy traffic at katips...no offense guys but i really blame it on the ateneans...as if they don't know the meaning of car pool..there's no use in flaunting your cars naman diba? or you might as well obey traffic rules...kahit yun man lang...

tapos, my bio teacher lectured on stuff directly similar to the one in the book...so, might as well read it na lang...

bio lab was terrible with the heat...seems like hell to me (even though i haven't been there yet...and am not hoping to)...

gawd! at least the day ended well...

am so pissed off with my phone...as in nawala lahat ng messages stored sa inbox...except for the ones stored in my sim...the keypad has gone haywire...meaning: i need a new phone ASAP!

napagod ako ngayon...pero major achievement ang prod namin kanina...am proud of my stars! basta, sa mga dadaan ng PHAn lobby at makakakita sa blinding exhibit namin (na nangangailangan daw ng shades para makita), walang dedekwat ng stars before the exhibit's over ha...=P

haay...akala ko kanina magwo-Wok This Way na naman ako...sinundo kasi ako ng aking butihing fam sa school...enaco, medj kasawa na ang Wok This Way...every week na lang eh...buti na lang at sa Mongkok kami...gaya ng dati pero at least hindi naman weekly...tsarap talaga ng seaweed with century egg...all time fave ko na...;-P

sige na...medyo bangag ako sa pagod...

thinking out loud: paano kaya ako makakaipon agad ng money for beauty and the beast?

after about 8 hours, am back to facing my PC again...as if i have a DSL connection...anyway, it's nearly 12am and the connection's free by then so there has to be no prob...unless the net load's below an hour (which i hope it hasn't even reached yet because my sister's insisting on using the PC after me...poor her)...

i spent the past hour reading some new book i got from book sale...it's really thick with this fancy cover layout plus it comes really cheap which compels me buy it...i saw it covered and seemingly new and i can just say it shouts "buy me! buy me!" at my face...thus, i spent the measly cash i had on it...all i can say is that it's not edited well and the grammar's really confusing...something i regrettably say i'm quite sensitive of...unless it's my grammar problems we're talking about...that, i really don't care much...skim through my blog to prove that...

anyway, the book's entitled "Honey Moon"...not that it reeks of those cheesy honeymoon stories...it's just that the main character's name is Honey Moon because she was well...made during her 'rent's honeymoon...and she has this sis named Venice because she was practically made in Venice...and well, it still has this love story embedded into it...but the plot's quite slow and i still haven't finished it...i've only reached to the part wherein she has put her wedding off and she's reminiscing on the love of her life and all that jazz...

anyway, i got a couple of lines from the book which i found quite appealing...for reasons i really am not sure of...

1) The brain is the biggest sex organ of them all. --> haha! really witty...

2) A thought is an energetic impulse that never dies. --> then how come i have those short term memory syndrome outbursts?!

3) Lecture on Healthy Relationships:
Stage 1: getting to know someone - discuss movies, play, tennis that kind of thing...
Stage 2: exclusive dating - holding hands, kissing
Stage 3: non-genital sex
Stage 4: genital sex
--> is this in any way related to those homebase theories? anyway, this one's too Western...at least for me...

4) Sometimes, getting what you want is the hardest thing of all.

5) Remember that story wherein a man saves himself from drowning in a flood by staying on the roof of his house...then he prays to God for help...boats passed by him asking him to jump in to save himself but he rejected the offer saying that God will come and save him...well, eventually, he drowned...and he comes to heaven questioning God why He didn't save him...well, apparently, God did come in the form of boats which he had rejected...

Apparently, this is applicable to love...we look for love...love comes our way...but we just reject them...in the end, we end up with nothing...

--> a food for thought

6) Clinical trials have proved that being in love is a kind of madness. It depletes your serotonin levels and manifests similar symptoms to that of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. You may experience high levels of anxiety and behave outside of your value system thus producing feelings of guilt, fear and shame.

7) We spend all this time and effort wondering who to love and if we love them enough. But the hardest thing is being loved. That's the hardest thing of all.

enough of my incessant blogging for the meantime...

i just can bring myself to steer away from the PC...

thus, am back with a vengeance...

with nothing much to say, but lots in mind to think about...

am relieved in knowing i miscalculated my grades...i may be quite stupid in math but nothing else...

i am bothered with my present plea of bankrupcy...and i really miss shopping...in fact, it's a sunday and i'm stuck here at home...

i slept at 4 am awhile ago...with marian signing off before me...and discovering that master showman exists til 4 am and even beyond...kuya germs doesn't really know the word "sleep"...

and finally, i've changed my tagboard...although i still got the colors all mixed up...who cares but me anyway...

am going back to my YM...

how is that? may dinadasalan pala sa para layuan ka ng mga makukulit na suitors...hehe! Sta. Liberta, sana'y tantanan na ako ni mr. pangit na stalker...=P

share ko lang, yung katapat ko kahapon sa jeep, na-snatchan ng cellphone...in the first place, it was stupid of her to use it in the jeepney...nakikinig ata siya ng music...isang hablot sa bintana, ang natira na lang eh ang earphones niya...hehe! *knocks on wood* baka karmahin...

10-06-05 - Stop being protective about ur heart already! Let down ur guard & let something new and exciting happen. U won’t be sorry.

that was my horoscope pala yesterday...enaco...as if my love issues aren't enough...

repressed daw ako? hmm...eh nung high school...never mind...

anyway, had a great time yesterday...umiral na naman ang craving ko...kaya naman, had lunch out with bang, balbs, and danci at katips...nung nasa harap na kami ng McDo...first option pa rin ang wagi...sa Wok this Way na naman kami napadpad...at bakit kaya? dahil sa panlilibre ng isa diyan...hulaan niyo na lang kung sino...

ayon...hindi pa kami nakontento at dahil sa mainit, pumunta kami ni bang sa choc kiss para kumain ng cake...as always, hindi ko na naman na-resist ang aking craving for iced tea...after that, we went back to AS to meet Danci and CJ bringing with us a slice of devil's food cake para pasalubong...hindi talaga akong sanay na may nanlilibre eh...

after that, may prodwork na naman akong pinuntahan...again, umuwi na naman akong pagod...na-realize ko lang...in a span of less than half a year, ang dami ko na palang orgs...

according to Celtic astrology, elm tree daw ung puno ko...weh?!

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

our black dog gave birth to 9 puppies pala nung bday ni bribri at krissy...therefore, hindi pala tibo si buttercup...me: "anong kulay nung puppies?"...cathe: "black...malamang! matakot ka pag ibang kulay yan..." nyark for me... kaya lang, namatay naman si toffee yesterday due to some brain infection...things in this world occur in duality talaga...

anyway, back to childhood memories...nakita ko kasi yung bag ni krissy na little pony...naalala ko lang yung mga nilalaro ko dati...ang mahal nung little pony dati kaya nanghihiram lang ako...pati yung polly pocket...nagagalit si papa pag inuuwi ko yung sa classmate ko...baka raw mawala...kaliit-liit eh ang mahal mahal daw...go figure! pero syempre, splurge talaga pag barbie dolls...meron pa nga ako nung sasakyan ni barbie na pwedeng maging bahay...eh alam niyo yung teenage mutant ninja turtles na sharpener collection ng jollibee? kumpleto ko ata yon eh...hehe! may small cars pa dito na collection ni papa...the ones which you have to pull backwards before siya aandar (forward siyempre!)...tapos, uso din yung role playing games at picnics kasama ang ibang kapitbahay namin...most memorable yung role playing namin ng ms. universe...kumpleto kahit crown at sash...may picture taking pa non...i still have the picture with me...siyempre, meron ding chinese garter, piko, patintero, at monopoly...tapos, naimbento yung PC...ako ata yung unang nagkaroon sa mga kalaro ko...therefore, stuck na ako sa upuan sa bahay at bihira nang lumabas from then on...it's nice to think of the transition lang...from monkey bars and slides...active games talaga...tapos biglang PC games na...sayang...sira na yung PC naming luma...sobrang daming games doon...

have to watch Beauty and the Beast at the Meralco Theater...*hint! hint!* lapit na birthday ko..;)

sobrang pagod na naman ako...

it had been one long day again...as in tulala ako at walang magawa sa dami at haba ng break ko...ang lungkot lang at wala masyadong magawa...sanay na talaga akong maraming ginagawa...

am starting to feel the pressure on my last year in college...especially on my deteriorating grades...been less GC last year than i had thought of...so i have to catch up on school work if i want to get things done the way i want them to...

tagal ko na namang nakauwe kanina kasi hinintay ko pa si cathe sa bio pav...bio 1 class niya til 7pm...kasama ko si danci (since classmate ni cathe yung housemate niya)...with danci the mango around, ano pa nga ba ang mapag-uusapan kundi ang buhay pag-ibig...para lang kaming timang diba...debate dito at doon...tapos, maiisip niyang mag-abogado...haay...talunin muna niya si sis...

one topic for the day...pag-asa...share ko na lang yung napanood ko sa stained glass...isang take-off point ng aming discussion...may isang lalaki na may gusto sa isang prinsesa...sabi ng prinsesa, baka sagutin niya yung guy if tatagal siya sa ilalim ng tore ng babae for about 100 days ata...tiniis ng lalaki ang ulan at araw dahil sa mahal nga niya yung prinsesa...natuwa naman yung prinsesa...pero, on the 99th day, the guy left...nalungkot yung prinsesa...bakit umalis yung guy? natakot siya na baka sa 100th day, hindi naman siya sagutin ng prinsesa...at least, sa pag-alis niya, nandoon yung hope...yung thought na hinintay siya ng prinsesa...some kinda sad yung story eh...pero gusto ko rin yung telephone analogy ni danci...;)

one realization...hindi ko alam kung ang stupid ko or what...remember the deal i made with my dad about not having a bf til i'm 18 and getting a car in return? medyo naging materialistic ata ako...i waited...tapos ngayon, come to think of it, i don't have both - a car and a bf...paano kaya if hindi ko tinupad yung deal? "what if?" na naman...

crap! si danci kasi...ito ang nagagawa ng ilang minutong tambay sa hallway ng pav 4 eh...haay...dapat kasi niloko na lang namin yung class na mga prof kami at dumiretso na lang kami sa harap ng board...o diba? fun lang...

so there...after that, pumunta pa kami sa megamall ni cathe, ma, at pa...siyempre, nakita ko na naman ang san mig bldg and i'm still not over the experience nung nakapasok kami doon last tuesday...just loved the landscaping...tapos, may escalator pala yung overpass sa may ortigas...parang sa makati...ngayon ko lang napansin...

oh well...enough with this stuff na...i need to rest...til next time!

ta-ta! :)

classes have barely started this semester pero feeling ko, isang linggo na ang nakalipas...

first of all, i'm nearly broke...i never thought my budgeting skills can get this rusty...

second, i'm busying myself with lots of activities...prodwork for psychedelics, stuffies for the Psych UP for Mandala, and other activities for UNESCO...talk about getting busy...

yesterday was one of the longest days of my life...if it's not the longest...

went to school really early for my NatSci 2 class...was dismissed early after releasing the class cards...reason: freshies' orientation at the Univ. Theater...as if there were lots of freshies in the class...felt so alone in the crowd...don't have friends for company...

then, tumambay ako sa PUGAD for my break...something i rarely do...ewan ko ba...nakipagkwentuhan lang at kung anu-ano pa...

then, at around 10, i went to my EnvSci 1 class...last class ko for the day...pabukas pa lang ako ng pinto eh pinigilan na ako nung mala-receptionist na babae don...so, gumastos lang ako ng pamasahe para sa jeep at bumalik ule ako sa tambayan ng PUGAD...kumuha ng FOPC shirt...at umalis nung sunduin ako ni bes para magdikit ng posters for the UNESCO GA...

tapos, tumambay lang ako sa CASAA from then on...that was around 10:30-1...bday ni bes at ni krissy...it has been a long time since i've been with orgasm and ang saya lang na nakasama ko sila ng ganon katagal...i miss the CASAA days na rin...

eh since wala na rin naman akong magawa nung mga 1pm at may class na rin ang aking mga kasama, naisip kong pumunta sa PHAn para hintayin si cathe at sa gayon ay sabay kaming makauwi...eh sa 2pm pa raw siya pwede...joyie was there sa PHAn...nagkayayaan...maya't maya'y napansin ko na lang na nasa kotse na ako ni AJ (a new friend) with Bang, Joyie, and AJ's driver...guess what? joy ride lang papuntang San Miguel Corp. para i-pick-up ang 10 kahong low fat milk worth 5 thou c/o joyie's tito...tapos kelangan namin siyang ma-liquidate by next week para sa Psych-oh! noh...wish ko lang...kaya sa mga babasa nito, bumili na kayo kung gusto niyo ng low fat milk...baka may special price pa ata yan...anyway, may freebies din naman kami...tig-iisang cheezee spread ata yon na hotdog flavor...weh! wala pa raw yon sa market so bahala na kayo sa pag-imagine non...

ang saya nung joy ride kasi syempre, nandiyan ang bang-sit duo...maingay...magulo...at makulit...then, danci texted us na cj was at the infirmary's ER kasi masakit ang tiyan...first reaction: sobrang tawa...kasi cj and tiyan are a funny combination...pero siyempre, we were worried...si cj din yon noh...

nung dumating kami sa PHAn, instead of attending the freshie welcome, nagpunta na lang kami nina Bang at Joyie sa infirmary para kumustahin si cj...ang ganda nung nakita namin on the way...may isang ibon at aso...cute yung ibon ha...tapos, naglalaro sila nung aso...parang tinutuka at nagpapapansin yung ibon sa aso...joyie tried to document the moment pero onti lang ata yung nakuha...

dumating kaming pagod sa infirmary...kabado rin...joyie seemed more of a doctor to me...wala kasing ginagawa yung mga tao doon kundi manood ng TV...feeling ko, if wala si joyie, hindi maiisipan ng doctor mag-run ng urine sample for analysis...ang tanga niya noh...inis pa rin ako sa doctor for asking a ridiculously stupid question to me...which i didn't answer...kami pa yung bumili ng water at nagbigay sa lab ng urine sample...habang naghihintay sa infirmary, binasa ko yung memo sa may wall...sobrang wrong grammar...i can't remember the exact sentence pero parang ganito: "chicken pox, who"...tao ba si chicken pox?

sobrang nakaka-touch yung moment yesterday kasi lahat ng groupmates ko sa psych 118 ay nandoon sa infirmary...with EV danci...si danci kasi yung nagdala kay cj sa infirmary...dumating si marian tapos humabol si heidi just as cj was leaving with his parents...ang saya noh? lahat present...the experience was energy draining, but it has proven a lot of things for the group...need i explain? mixed emotions na overwhelming...sabi ko nga, after experience, the circumstances all fit in...especially for me, joyie, and bang...lahat kami, wala nang class for the afternoon...pero hindi kami umuwe...we all intended to attend the freshie welcome pero hindi natuloy...pinag-uusapan namin ni bang ang susunod na 3-way conversation with cj sa aming joy ride na mukhang matatagalan pa ata...tapos, binabalak pa ni joyie ibigay ung freebie niya from her tito to cj kasi kakainin nga naman non...tapos, nagkataon, lahat kami ay nasa school pa...i made a lot of decisions yesterday na alam kong hindi ko pagsisihan...everything went into place...nakakatuwang isipin...

after everything, joyie, bang, and i went to eat dinner at Wok this Way...they wanted me to taste the seafood rice and mongolian vegetables they had eaten the night earlier...i love the seafood rice...yun nga rin lunch ko today...we had fun talking...like debating on which is more proper "even if" or "even though"...sabi ni bes, "even if" ata kasi pag "even though" sana "although" na lang yung ginamit...tapos, gumawa uli ng sex video si bang...bahala na yung ibang tao sa resto...dessert? =P

we were supposed to rent vcds at video city...but to cut the long story short, walang nangyari...

so there, i got home at around 9pm and at around 9:30, i slept soundly til 8 am the next day...come to think of it, i have a prodwork to attend at around 9am...yung tulog ko pa lang ay proof ng aking lack of energy...

but everything went well...ok na si cj...attended a prodwork and GA for today...and known bang's sytie...;)

now, was that a day or what?

I just came home from the cinema. It's just one of those very rare occasions when my father takes us out on a movie. Originally, he wanted to watch Star Wars III, but I've watched it already. My sis and I agreed on "A Lot Like Love" instead. Now, Krystel and I have to watch another movie (since we wanted to watch the same movie for our movie trip)...perhaps "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" instead. I just couldn't resist Papa's offer kasi despite the fact that I really wanted to rest (I had just been in an overnight outing).

The outing was really fun. It was raining hard (due to a typhoon) but our quickly planned outing still went on although we were only seven in the group. There was Joyie, CJ, Heidi, Jools, Danci, Balbs, and I (sayang, wala si partner Bang). We stayed at La Colina. I have high expectations of resorts after having stayed at Club Manila East last April. La Colina can't equally compare to CME but the people I was with made the whole thing worth it. Heidi, being Heidi, prepared a lot of food. I, well, I wasn't too prepared for it so I just paid for the softdrinks. We stayed up really late, playing in the pool and in the room, and taking lots of pictures. It was really fun (laugh trip talaga) and I'm looking forward to more events like this one. We all parted ways at around 9am today, Sunday. I was really tired so I slept the whole day til 4pm.

nakakapagod maging RA...as in ang aga ko nakatulog kahapon...

it has both its perks and downside but everything's worth it the way i look at it...

i was assigned to AS 101 yesterday and to the PHAn enlistment room today...

it was tougher at AS 101...first of all, there was no aircon compared to the PHAn enlistment room...you have to accomodate a lot of questions aside from the reg mat...one guy was so stressed with the reg process that he went beyond his boiling point in front of me...one mother came up to me to air a complaint to which i have no power addressing...may mga bitch din (but i can be bitchier if they deserve it)...most of the RAs there were not familiar to me so there was some sort of pakikibagay process...in the end though, it was fun knowing new people...mas masaya lang talaga sa PHAn since i know most of the people there already...

that's the thing i love being a RA...you get to meet a lot of people...you get to help them...may chance for power tripping (hehe! no...i won't ever resort to that)...maraming tsismis...at best of all, may free snack sa morning and afternoon...sa Psych RA lang yung alam ko...kaya naman inggit yung nasa ibang RA na nasa AS101...meron naman silang lunch eh...kami wala...:(

sana nga lang, hindi isipin ng iba diyan na alalay kami...it's service we do, and we do this not for leisure...although a little saber fight using needles often get in the way...my saber's pink and joyie's rainbow-colored...

but it's really fun...tiring but fulfilling...i love doing something useful...workaholic na raw ako sabi nila...oh well...minsan lang talaga toh...

i'm really tired...have duties tomorrow...

i finished reading "Zoya" already and i'm still hooked on it...i'm having problems deciphering what's fiction and what's real...i hope that makes the story good...me confused and all...i'm also currently researching on Carl Faberge's egg collection and i'm thinking of getting one myself (but when?)...

went to UP kanina for a RA orientation but then again, the people who were supposed to orient us didn't solidify in front of us...fine...liquified form sila of some sort...therefore, the group settled on making leis for the freshies for the upcoming freshie orientation...and i'm still doing it at home...it's quite fun especially the fluffing and teasing part...stitching? uhm...that's a different matter...

i'm supposed to post something else here but i forgot it...short term memory loss once again...

gotta go...enrollment pa bukas...have to go to school early for RA stuff...nyty nyt! =P

happy birthday bob marty! ;)

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