Monday, December 31, 2007
2008...here it comes! =p
Nine hours before new year...I'm currently doing some school stuff I should have done a week ago, but due to a very bad cold with accompanying super sore throat, cough, and headache that lasted for days, I've become a very bad bum for this Christmas break. Oo Julz...ikaw may kasalanan nito (haha). Nakatulog nga ako ng matagal ngayon...was super rested pa nga eh. But no...the eyebags won't go. They love me so much...thank you. ;p
I was able to go out yesterday (oh finally) but heck...the headache was a bummer. I can't even enjoy my super hefty dinner...baka magsuka ako...dyahe naman. I got myself a new dress...goodness...but I'm aching to go back and buy the same dress of another color. How bad am I as a shopper eh? The best buy yesterday...a new shorts. Goodness! Okay...here's the deal...God has blessed me with super thighs and super hips that I always have trouble buying shorts or pants...thus the hate for pants/shorts shopping. Every buy is a blessing then. Hallelujah! =p
And I haven't seen some decent fireworks lately. Everytime Cathe would direct me to look at the sky, the fireworks have ended and I have none to see anymore. Such a pitiful site: me. Haay...give me some light. How pathetic am I not to even know that there's an annual fireworks display at Sta. Lu.? Dinaanan pa namin kagabi yon ha...ayun...dumaan lang.
Oh well...
Have to finish drawing parasite eggs and worms. We'll be having a very "seafood" dinner later...and I have yet to explain to my 'rents what Norwalk virus is. Chinese luck, give, give.
Happy New Year people!:)
| nadZ went splisha-splashing at 2:32 pm
Friday, December 28, 2007
oh paranoia...
I've been finding it hard to sleep well lately.Probably because I keep on going outside to check on dear Bowie...just in case he needs some help with his breathing.
He's doing better now. I hope it continues to be so.
All we need to do now is to prep him up for his heartworm treatment next week. He's getting his shots again. This time, I'm going to make sure he gets it regularly.
Oh...just wanna share part of the conversation I had awhile ago with one of Bowie's vets:
(Dra. was telling me about the different vitamins Bowie has to take...)
Dra.: Meron ba kayong "Frenzy" ascorbic acid?
Me (thinking): Huh?! Hindi ba condom yon? =p
Me (talking na): Meron po kaming ascorbic acid pero hindi ko po alam if it's of the same brand...(Actually...hindi ko maalala kung nabanggit ko yung word na "Frenzy"...I hope not. Hehe. =p)
Dra.: Kung may "Fern-C" sana kayo...
Me (finally realizing my mistake): Ah..."Fern-C"...meron po kaming mapakukuhanan non.
Hahaha! :)
Gawd! Natawa talaga ako to the nth level after. I don't know kung si Dra. mali mag-pronounce o sadyang bingi ako. ;p
| nadZ went splisha-splashing at 7:00 pm
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
:(
This isn't exactly the best Christmas ever.Bowie's sick. I think his heartworm condition has worsen. He doesn't like to eat and he's having DOB.
Why does it always have to come in two's?
Nakakainis na sobra.
And oh...Birdie died awhile ago. Hope that could break some chain.
:(
| nadZ went splisha-splashing at 1:56 pm
Sunday, December 16, 2007
on losing...
If there's only one thing that I'm not good at, it has to be the art of letting go. That's why I hate getting too attached at things, people, or whatever for that matter. We lost Peachy yesterday. Her kidney problem got the better of her.
Where was I? I was off to a Christmas party at Bellini's. I never saw her leave. I never even saw her dead. I can't even recall if I said goodbye before I left for school. Nobody was there to understand how I'm feeling. At least si Bowie nakaintindi...he didn't eat his dinner after Peachy died.
I'll really miss her. Wala na ang nanay. Wala nang mangangalabit pag tumatambay ako sa labas. Wala nang uupo at makikinig sa akin. Wala nang maninira ng mga sinampay ni Mama. =p
Thanks for the eight long wonderful years. You are truly irreplaceable.
Gawd...I hate moments like this.
| nadZ went splisha-splashing at 1:28 am
Monday, December 10, 2007
in need of a break
Sometimes, I can't help but feel I'm living in two parallel dimensions...wherein school was like some alternate universe to the place I call home. These two dimensions differ by the way. School was some ideal universe (pahirap nga lang talaga minsan) and home brings me back to a reality (be it good or bad).Wala lang...I was in a depressed state last Saturday. As in all the stress that I had incurred last week (thanks to horrid exams) finally weighed down on me last Saturday...plus the fact that I was worrying a lot for Peachy, our dog. In the middle of my OTH marathon, I turned off the player and went to the computer and searched the Net for anything about dog diseases. And a while ago, a short text away (to Cathe's friend who had a vet for a sister) confirmed that my dog was indeed sick...not with some kind of virus as I had led myself to believe. Peachy is old and her kidneys are definitely failing. I tried convincing my parents into calling the vet, but they refuse to. And afterwards, I was actually into some kind of "anger" mode...why prioritize other expenses (esp. the backyard infrastructure) when Peachy was sick? Papa said something about getting a new dog and loving that dog as if she was Peachy. Duh?! Peachy's family already. And in the middle of doing my "abortion" reaction paper for Bioethics, I suddenly thought...what if I was the one sick. Will Papa not prioritize me and just tell Mama or Cathe to get another baby that they'll love as me? That's the lowest of lows of all the thoughts I've thought for today. I just can't stand losing Peachy. Even if I do everything for her right now such as making her life more comfortable as it is, I just couldn't stand the thought of losing her. I am a very sentimental person and that is definitely not helping. Not even my Belle de Jour planner can surpass that. =p Fine...I'm trying to sound happy here. Haay...I think I'm not going to like this year's Christmas.
| nadZ went splisha-splashing at 1:12 am
Saturday, December 01, 2007
i'm not thinking...
2 days ago...Despite a rainy day, we went to "Chicken for the Road" for lunch. "We" included yours truly and 14 other classmates. We had a very sumptious lunch that was very filling...and well, super dami talaga dahil hindi namin naubos. It was a fun experience though.
Hours later...as I was going home, I heard of the news of the coup d' etat attempt at the Manila Peninsula Hotel. I think I was kinda scared. It felt weird that I just couldn't explain it. And I was also thinking of Uncle Greg who was working at Manila Pen. Things happened fast...in a matter of hours, it ended. Manila Pen was left in shambles, people including media men got arrested, and a curfew from 12-5am was announced. It was like martial law was coming...not that I knew much about it then.
And now, I'm studying for an upcoming 4-day exam. What a waste of time. =p
| nadZ went splisha-splashing at 8:25 pm
